[00:00.00]Im a little nutty and I know it [00:02.00]我知道我有点古怪 [00:02.00]But if you go back [00:03.00]但如果你转身 [00:03.00]And take a look at my history [00:04.00]看看我的经历 [00:04.00]You will see that [00:06.00]你就会明白 [00:06.00]Im not the only one whos off his rocker [00:08.00]不是只有我是一个疯狂的人 [00:08.00]There were many before me [00:10.00]在我之前还有很多 [00:10.00]I was always labelled [00:11.00]我总是被看成 [00:11.00]The black sheep of the family [00:13.00]家里的害群之马 [00:13.00]What a bad seed I grow to be [00:15.00]我是有多么的糟糕 [00:15.00]But if you take a look at us now [00:17.00]但如果你现在看看我们 [00:17.00]Youll see the apple [00:18.00]会发现苹果 [00:18.00]Didnt fall too far from the tree [00:21.00]总会在树的不远处落下 [00:21.00]Alright look [00:24.00]好吧,看 [00:24.00]Im a tell you the story from my side [00:27.00]告诉你我身边的故事 [00:27.00]Maybe youll understand [00:29.00]也许你会懂 [00:29.00]Check it out [00:31.00]听听看 [00:31.00]You done witnessed unexplainable sh*t [00:32.00]你做的一切无法说明任何事 [00:32.00]Too insane to explain [00:34.00]不想解释太多 [00:34.00]People run from what the just dont get [00:36.00]人们得不到就会选择逃避 [00:36.00]Maybe shady shoulda just hit em with a little bit [00:38.00]也许沙迪应该给他们一些打击 [00:38.00]Did I spit too soon should I of spoon fed em it [00:41.00]是我说得太多了吗 我应该细细跟他们讲吗 [00:41.00]But I was just so eager to prove I was even worth [00:44.00]但我只是急于证明我的价值 [00:44.00]Being in the same league or the room with [00:46.00]与他们成为一个集体或住在同一个屋檐下 [00:46.00]Of the people of whom I was in [00:48.00]跟他们生活在一起 [00:48.00]Every now and then I look up like [00:50.00]每时每刻我看起来 [00:50.00]I was seeking approval [00:51.00]都像是在寻求他们的认可 [00:51.00]Was it because of the pigment of my skin [00:54.00]这是因为我的肤色吗 [00:54.00]Or was it a figment of my imagination [00:56.00]还是我臆想出来的 [00:56.00]Maybe it bothered me [00:58.00]也许肤色比他们 [00:58.00]More than it did them [00:59.00]更使我困扰 [00:59.00]Maybe it wasnt a big deal back then [01:02.00]也许这并没有什么大不了的 [01:02.00]But to me it was see what it was was [01:04.00]但是对我来说很重要,如何重要呢 [01:04.00]I had developed the complex from being judged [01:06.00]我在面对被评判的时候心情很复杂 [01:06.00]Proof spit his verse now Im next [01:08.00]Proof突出了他的押韵歌词,现在我要看下一个 [01:08.00]Lets see who [01:09.00]是谁 [01:09.00]Im in the booth staring back to see whos mugs [01:12.00]我在录音棚里时回头去看是谁在我背后为我拍照 [01:12.00]I get a reaction from usually [01:13.00]我得到了一些回应 [01:13.00]The first thumb was from proof [01:15.00]通常Proof会第一个竖起大拇指 [01:15.00]And the rest of the group backed him up [01:17.00]其他人就会跟着也支持我 [01:17.00]And no one lied to each other [01:18.00]没有人对彼此撒谎 [01:18.00]Cause none of us had deals [01:20.00]因为我们中没有勾心斗角 [01:20.00]It was real [01:20.00]这是真的 [01:20.00]We just wanted tickets for that meal [01:22.00]我们只是想吃饱饭而已 [01:22.00]Sometimes I feel like its just me [01:25.00]有时候我想这就是我 [01:25.00]Sometimes I feel like Im going crazy [01:28.00]有时候我想我要疯了 [01:28.00]But take a look at my family [01:30.00]但是看看我的家庭 [01:30.00]Cause the apple [01:31.00]因为苹果 [01:31.00]Dont fall too far from the tree [01:33.00]从树的不远处落下 [01:33.00]I said [01:33.00]我说过 [01:33.00]Sometimes I feel like its just me [01:35.00]有时候我想这就是我 [01:35.00]Sometimes I feel like Im going crazy [01:38.00]有时候我想我要疯了 [01:38.00]But take a look at my family [01:40.00]但是看看我的家庭 [01:40.00]Cause the apple [01:41.00]因为苹果 [01:41.00]Dont fall too far from the tree [01:43.00]从树的不远处落下 [01:43.00]Ever since my mother was pregnant [01:44.00]妈妈说,自从她 [01:44.00]With her second egg cause she said [01:46.00]怀第二个孩子以来 [01:46.00]That I had a baby sister [01:48.00]曾经有个保姆 [01:48.00]Who fell out of the window [01:49.00]从窗户里跌下去了 [01:49.00]I was too young to remember [01:51.00]那时我少不更事 [01:51.00]Kansas city projects [01:52.00]这是堪萨斯城的事情 [01:52.00]I was like 5 6 and how come [01:54.00]我好像五六岁,怎么会记得 [01:54.00]I remember malcolm isaac and boogie [01:56.00]马尔科姆,艾萨克,布吉摇摆 [01:56.00]If it was the projects in missouri [01:58.00]如果是在密苏里州的事情 [01:58.00]Cause thosere my best friends until isaac [02:00.00]那些都是我最好的朋友,包括艾萨克 [02:00.00]Took my tricycle and my uncle todd [02:02.00]拿走我的自行车,我的叔叔托德 [02:02.00]Went to try to go get it back [02:04.00]去把它夺回来 [02:04.00]And ended up getting jumped [02:05.00]结果 [02:05.00]And cut in the gut with a switch and 70-some stitches [02:08.00]他受了伤,并且缝了好多针 [02:08.00]Which is still to this day [02:10.00]这件事,一直到今天 [02:10.00]Why my mother still tries to [02:12.00]为什么我妈妈总是想要 [02:12.00]Show me some old fake picture [02:13.00]给我看一些从未存在过的 [02:13.00]Of a fictitious little sister who never existed [02:15.00]小妹妹的照片 [02:15.00]And this is why part of my lifes so twisted [02:19.00]这就是为什么我的一部分生活被扭曲 [02:19.00]But I can never be as sick as that b**ch is [02:22.00]但我从没有像那个坏女人病得那么重 [02:22.00]And by the way [02:23.00]顺便一提 [02:23.00]That pictures one of my relatives [02:25.00]它是我亲戚们中一个人的照片 [02:25.00]Sometimes I feel like its just me [02:27.00]有时候我觉得这就是我 [02:27.00]Sometimes I feel like Im going crazy [02:29.00]有时候我觉得我疯了 [02:29.00]But take a look at my family [02:32.00]但是看看我的家庭 [02:32.00]Cause the apple dont fall too far from the tree [02:35.00]因为苹果总在树的不远处落下 [02:35.00]I said [02:35.00]我说过 [02:35.00]Sometimes I feel like its just me [02:37.00]有时候我觉得这就是我 [02:37.00]Sometimes I feel like Im going crazy [02:39.00]有时候我觉得我疯了 [02:39.00]But take a look at my family [02:42.00]但是看看我的家庭 [02:42.00]Cause the apple dont fall too far from the tree [02:45.00]因为苹果总在树的不远处落下 [02:45.00]You probably have to peel back layers [02:47.00]也许你要渐渐地地揭开那些伤痛 [02:47.00]Upon layers of pain [02:48.00]那些伤痛 [02:48.00]To see why everything I say is so insane [02:50.00]去看看我说的这一切都疯狂的原因 [02:50.00]Whats different about my brain [02:52.00]我的脑子的不同 [02:52.00]That separates me from [02:54.00]使我和 [02:54.00]Other players in this game [02:55.00]游戏中的其他人分开 [02:55.00]On the surface it may seem like a scheme [02:58.00]表面上看,这好像是一场阴谋 [02:58.00]Or some sort of scam for me [02:59.00]或者是为了得到 [02:59.00]To get some damn sympathy [03:00.00]一些该死的同情的骗局 [03:00.00]But thats the last thing I need is for people [03:03.00]但是那时我最想告诉那些 [03:03.00]To walk around feeling sorry for me (me) [03:05.00]在我身边为我感到难过的人 [03:05.00]And Im not a g never claimed to be [03:07.00]我不是同性恋,我从没这样的外号 [03:07.00]I gave my vest to cashis just hope he [03:09.00]我把我的衣服给了Cashis [03:09.00]Dont need it more than me [03:11.00]他比我更需要这个 [03:11.00]But well see cause we aint lookin for beef [03:13.00]但我们怕被看到,因为我们不想自找麻烦 [03:13.00]But if it comes our way what do we [03:15.00]但是我们以我们的方式来,我们该如何 [03:15.00]Turn the other cheek [03:16.00]忍气吞声 [03:16.00]Come on [03:16.00]算了吧 [03:16.00]Sometimes I feel like its just me [03:18.00]有时候我觉得这就是我自己 [03:18.00]Sometimes I feel like Im going crazy [03:21.00]有时候我觉得我疯了 [03:21.00]But take a look at my family [03:24.00]但是看一看我的家庭 [03:24.00]Cause the apple [03:25.00]因为苹果 [03:25.00]Dont fall too far from the tree [03:26.00]总会在树的不远处降落 [03:26.00]I said [03:27.00]我说过 [03:27.00]Sometimes I feel like its just me [03:29.00]有时候我觉得这就是我自己 [03:29.00]Sometimes I feel like Im going crazy [03:31.00]有时候我觉得我疯了 [03:31.00]But take a look at my family [03:34.00]但是看一看我的家庭 [03:34.00]Cause the apple [03:35.00]因为苹果 [03:35.00]Dont fall too far from the tree [03:40.00]总是在树的不远处落下